How long before I get in?
Before it starts, before I begin?
How long do I have to climb,
Up on the side of this mountain of mine?
All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
*coldplay - speed of sound*
my prayer today is that i can take time to figure out what God is trying to say to me. i feel like i am getting lost in the shuffle and lost inside of myself and i need to be paying closer attention to where God is directing me and what he has been saying. i always listen, but lately i haven't been getting it...or rather, i have been too stubborn to admit that something is wrong.
i am getting worse and worse at hiding how i truly feel and i am struggling with how to deal with those things i am not really okay with. should i speak up or do i just have to change my own perspective on it? i don't like feeling unhappy...it is such a waste of beautiful day.