|between sets. such a great, small venue. where you can see the band and feel the pounding drums. the best.|
the theme of this week has been anger. unfortunately.
i don't feel like i am back-stepping, but i feel like i am working hard to process. and in the midst of processing comes anger at reliving the things you go through. my roommate and i had a great conversation about it (she is a therapist, so that's cool) - she taught me that anger is always a secondary emotion (who knew!) and that i need to process the root of my anger. welp. that's where i've been at this week. it is glorious to see God a midst it all. i praise him for his encouragement.
but it is hard.
lets be honest.
i believe in a God who feels righteous anger.
i believe in a God who is steadfast.
i believe in a God who is just and powerful.
all-knowing and redemptive.
he is greater than my anger, he is bigger than my pain.
i am resting in the promise that it will all be ok, but i am wrestling through how to react. where is the balance of submission and assertiveness?